Chapter 1: Segment 2

As it turned out, no one was in the red cabin when Mary arrived. She could see that the belongings of two girls were there- one set partially unpacked and one set that had been dropped off waiting to be unpacked. Mary began unpacking her own belongings, filling one of the remaining three closet areas. Located behind the great room area of the cabin, each partitioned closet area included a dresser, vanity and a hanging clothes rod filled with size appropriate items emblazoned with “Summer Island” in a variety of colors. Three closet areas faced three more closet areas with pale pink walls separating the areas from side to side and lime green decorative drapery rods housed drapes of varying shades of pink, magenta and red in different prints  depending upon whose dressing area it was, which allowed for privacy if the drapes were pulled closed. Mary marveled at the fact that each of the girls names appeared in large red wooden letters on the partitioned pale pink walls next to their respective closet areas.

It was a sweet personal touch that was carried over in the bedroom area in that each bed had a large lime green pillow bearing the owner’s first name in bright scarlet script. The homey quilts in shades of pink and magenta, the red wrought iron bed frames and the multi-colored round braided rugs gracing the white washed wood floors, added to the cottage feel of the cabin. The bedroom area was painted a pale shade of lime green on the top third of the wall with pale pink wainscoting on the bottom two-thirds of the wall. The wainscoting had a shelf on top of it which had personal photo frames propped up in the areas above three of the girls’ beds. Mary recognized one of the sets of photos belonged to Peggy who had helped her in registration and another was that of Cara. In the third set of framed photos, Mary recognized the girl who had glared at her, Chase’s ex-girlfriend, in the photos. As she stood there, she shook her head and decided she didn’t want to be caught looking at the girl’s photos in case they came back to the cabin so she concentrated on setting up her own photos over her bed.

Mary smiled tenderly as she positioned the photo of her and her mom. Kate Anderson and her daughter were poised in front of the fireplace in Mary’s childhood home, the branches of a brightly decorated Christmas tree visible on the left side of the photo and their expressions of serene happiness showed through the photograph. Theirs was a close relationship sealed with the bond mothers and daughters often share, combined with something a bit more, a bit stronger, okay a lot stronger. Together they had endured the tumultuous ride of living with an alcoholic, Frank, Mary’s father.

Over the years, there had been many occasions when Kate had been exasperated by her ex-husband’s actions. She had tried as hard as she could to hold her contempt and her extreme emotions from her daughter so as to not dilute the relationship Mary was entitled to have with her father, free from her criticism. It had not been easy and there were times that the situation had pushed Kate to her personal edge when she said things she wish she hadn’t in front of her daughter. The part of the situation that most bothered Kate, outside of the danger concerns, was the fact that Frank could often turn Kate into what she considered to be the worst version of herself. She found herself stooping to a level she never got to under any other circumstances with anyone other than Frank- saying things she meant to hold in, acting in a defensive way and mulling over issues over which she had no control and over which caused her more emotional pain certainly than they did for Frank.

Over time, Kate learned to forgive herself and let herself take each challenge with his alcoholism as it came. For a long time they were separated before finally reaching a somewhat amicable divorce. Throughout, Mary was a well-adjusted little girl, a fact which Kate took pride in. This was until a series of events rocked their strong foundation. First there was the accident.

Mary cringed as she remembered that fateful night she had spent at her father’s apartment. Her best friend, Betsy Bennington, had come over to help ease Mary since it was the first unsupervised visit she had scheduled with him in quite some time. Betsy had always been compassionate and loyal. Even though the prospect of the evening was laced with an uncomfortable air and a sense of enduring just to get through it, there was no where Betsy would have rather been. She was there for Mary no matter what, whenever and doing whatever needed to be done even if it was not the most enjoyable or far from it. They had a take-out dinner from her father’s favorite Chinese restaurant and played Gin Rummy at his kitchen table. Everything had seemed to be going so well, her father seemed to be recovered and Mary took heart in the moment and had a surprisingly good time.

That night Mary and Betsy slept in the trundle bed in the guest room which they had done so many times in their childhood. The furniture set had been Mary’s growing up and her mother had given it to Frank when she had recently redecorated Mary’s room at the house. Mary slept in the taller part of the trundle bed and Betsy in the pull-out bed that was popped-up and positioned right next to Mary’s bed. With the large dresser and desk against the opposite wall there was little other space in the room with the pop-up bed filling the main open space of the room. The girls lay awake chatting and, in a ritual they had done since childhood, lined up stuffed animals and dolls in the crack between the two beds.

Mary could scarcely recall what they had talked about and laughed about all night resulting in little sleep. She assumed much of the conversation was devoted to Scott Morrow who had been Betsy’s boyfriend since the summer when they met at Summer Island. They awoke the next morning and ate cereal and bagels with Frank before settling in to watch Saturday morning television programming. Mary distinctly remembered assuring Betsy that she would be okay to spend the rest of the weekend with her father alone. She greatly appreciated Betsy’s presence in transitioning her into the weekend visit with her father. When Betsy asked her if she was sure, Mary reminded her she had a book report for school to work on anyway which she had yet to start due to her anxiety about how the weekend visit would go. Now she just needed to buckle down and work on the report and, now that the niceties and awkwardness of the beginning of the visit were over, Mary would be able to concentrate on her homework and she would be able to get through whatever conversations and meals the rest of the weekend would present before her mother picked her up on Sunday.

Frank offered to drive Betsy home and Mary decided to stay back at the apartment, something she would later feel guilt over, at the insistence of her dear best friend who didn’t want Mary to have to endure the car ride back to the apartment with Betsy no longer there serving as a buffer. Mary began working on her report and was making headway when she got the phone call from her mother.

There had been a terrible car accident. Frank and Betsy were critically injured in the single-car accident. The police suspected and later confirmed that Frank had been drunk driving. Mary’s mind whirled with emotions and a sense of shock that shook her to the core and left her with many questions. When had her father been drinking? Why had he been drunk in the early afternoon before lunch? Why would he get behind the wheel and endanger himself? If he wanted to hurt himself, why would he have taken Betsy along for the ride and also risked anyone else he might have hit on the roadways?

Mary turned to look at her second framed photo as she set it on the shelf over her bed. The picture showed Mary with a truly recovered Frank Anderson. He had the sort of smile that evoked triumph over a great many personal battles combined with a sense of gratefulness that the women in his life still stood by him. His arms were wrapped around Mary’s shoulder and her hand reached up to hold his with the scene of a campsite behind them. The accident had been a wake-up call for Frank. It was his personal rock bottom. It took a long time for him to come to terms with what he had done, what he had become. Helping him with his recovery was Betsy herself. She was like a bright rainbow after a tumultuous storm- ever lovely with her forgiveness, ever encouraging and compassionate, ever insistent that her best friend’s father move on from the past toward the future.

The last frame Mary arranged was the most recent of the three photos. It showcased Kate and Mary on the beach behind Kate’s house with Scott in-between them. This photo was especially important to Mary because Betsy had been the photographer. Mary and Scott had become close as they spent time together at the hospital visiting Betsy and supporting her as she endured difficult physical therapy for the injuries she had sustained. The three of them became inseparable. And then, just when they were feeling thankful and were settling back into what they thought would be ordinary life, Betsy disappeared into thin air in an apparent kidnapping.

It was devastating for Mary and Scott as they grappled with the unbelievable fact that someone so close to them had survived and fought her way back from a horrific car accident only to be kidnapped without a trace. Not knowing if she was alive or… Well, Mary couldn’t think about that. She still had difficulty understanding how this could happen to someone so special like Betsy, her beautiful blue-eyed, raven haired, best friend. Months later, after countless search parties and investigations into every clue available, Betsy’s whereabouts remained a mystery. When Mary received the letter about her acceptance into Summer Island, she jumped at the chance not only at a change of scenery for the summer months but to be in the place Betsy had been this time last year, hoping against hope that it would somehow bring her closer to figuring out the mystery of her best friend’s disappearance. 

She was surprised to learn Scott had come back to Summer Island this year but now that she thought about it she understood immediately why. He wanted to return to this place and remember the innocent times they had together, before the accident and before her disappearance. Mary imagined he hoped to find peace here and, in the short time since she had arrived on the island, she could see that if you were to find peace anywhere it would be at this serene locale. She wondered if Scott already felt reconnected to his happy memories with Betsy, those that were not marred by dramatic circumstances.

Mary had to stop herself. She was not ready to think about Scott right now and how he was doing. During the time they had spent searching for Betsy and following potential leads, Mary and Scott had grown close. The closeness between them grew exponentially flowering from the foundation established during the time they had spent together in the hospital waiting rooms and cafeteria. It had grown into a sort of love that they didn’t fully understand and awkwardness developed as they began to wonder if they were becoming romantically interested in each other. Then a sense of guilt set in as they felt that even thinking along such lines was a betrayal of Betsy who could be fighting for her life as they were looking into each others’ eyes. Betsy was the most loyal person either of them knew. They could not stand to let their connection with each other jeopardize their mutual loyalty to her. And so, with no current investigational path in sight of which to locate Betsy, they distanced themselves from each other until it seemed now as they were both here on Summer Island.

Chapter 1: Segment 1

Deep breaths, Mary Anderson told herself, deep breaths and she could get through this. Here she was on Summer Island ready for a new start, a change of scenery, and there he was registering in himself. What was Scott Morrow doing here?

She quickly went over to the girls’ registration table trying to be as inconspicuous as possible.

“Name?” asked Peggy Latham, a super perky counselor with bright red hair and brilliant green eyes that matched her bright personality perfectly, as she shuffled paperwork.

“Mary Anderson,” she replied in a soft voice as she nervously twisted her shoulder length brown hair around her left index finger and bit her lip.

Peggy looked up and smiled warmly at Mary seeming to study her so Mary smiled back expectantly waiting for her intake packet.

“Yes, well. Let’s see. Anderson, Anderson,” she said rather loudly. “Ah, yes, here you are.”

Mary tried to stop her blue eyes from absentmindedly scanning the room for fear that Scott may have noticed her presence. The last thing she wanted to do was gain eye contact with him. She just wasn’t ready to talk to him just yet. She needed more time.

“You are in the red cabin,” she said as she handed Mary a red gift bag and an old fashioned looking key which had been stained a deep scarlet color. “My name is Peggy Latham and it turns out we are roommates.”
Since Peggy paused and was studying her again, Mary nodded saying, “Nice to meet you.”

“This is my second year so I can fill you in on whatever questions you might have,” said Peggy smiling warmly as she proceeded to show Mary an impressive map of Summer Island. The map showed different brightly colored cabins with white picket fences separating them from each other. The cabins spread out in a large oval with the heart of the island surging in the middle. Pastel colored buildings which housed different classes and activities the island offered as well as fountains, gardens, the impressive cafeteria building and the large main building sprinkled across the map. On the perimeter of the island were sports parks and facilities, wooded areas with park benches and more fountains and, finally, the stretch of sand before the beautiful turquoise water stretched out to infinity.

Peggy nodded at Mary’s awed expression as she examined the map. “I am sure you will find your way around Summer Island in no time.” When Mary simply nodded again, Peggy went into auto mode running through the spiel she had been saying all day to the first year students all day as they came to check-in.

“Now you are free to settle in this afternoon and have dinner in the cafeteria as you please. Up until 7:00 pm that is. And you will find a flier for tonight’s orientation for first years inside your gift bag which starts at 8:00 pm.” She paused to point on the map to a large multi-colored building which appeared to be in the very center of the island. “This is Summer Auditorium where the orientation is. You will have a mentor who will stop by to see you at the cabin before dinner and you can ask her questions as well. Also inside the bag is a list of rules and regulations you may want to review. Have a great time settling in and I will see you later.”

As Peggy gestured in the direction of the exiting doors, Mary replied, “Uh, thanks, Peggy. See you later.” She waved goodbye to her new roommate and, in an effort to avoid Scott, turned quickly without looking and bumped right into a Chase Matthews who was on his way toward the door. Startled, she looked up and from the corner of her eye she could see Scott waiting at one of the exits.

Quickly she turned to Chase and apologized for bumping into him and, in an uncharacteristically bold move, asked him to walk out with her via the exit on the opposite side of the room. He agreed amicably with a friendly smile and Mary immediately felt at ease as he held the door open for her. As they exited, they could smell the combination of smells in the air, both woodsy and salty, and could feel the warmth of the sun combined with the moist quality of the ocean surrounding the island. Relief flooded Mary as she had delayed a reunion with Scott and she gratefully grabbed her savior’s hand and quickly drug Chase toward the safety of a wooded trail. They both set their luggage down and Mary couldn’t stop herself from throwing her arms around him in a bear hug.

“Oh, thank you so much. You’re a lifesaver.”

“Hey, no problem,” he replied. “I am not sure how much I really helped you though. Scott looked pretty mad.”

“Yeah, well, it’s a long story but I am not really ready to deal with him just yet…” She stopped short letting her words trail off. She saw that his lips were turned up in a smirk with amusement dancing in his eyes. “Wait a minute. How’d you know his name? I didn’t tell you his name.”

He smiled sheepishly as he brushed his blonde hair off of his forehead. “Scott and I met last summer. Here,” he answered gesturing to encompass the island.

Mary frowned. “Oh,” was all she could think to say in response. “I didn’t know he was coming here this summer and I didn’t think about the fact that you might know him…” Befuddled she sat on a pale yellow park bench in defeat. “I’m so embarrassed.”

“Hey, don’t be. I enjoy being hauled off into the woods by strange beautiful girls.”

She just looked at him.

“Oh, I mean strange as in we haven’t met- not that I think you’re strange…” He raised his eyebrows in apology as he sat down on the bench next to her.

“What do you say we start over, huh?” he suggested. Smiling widely and extending his hand to her, he said, “Hi, there, my name is Chase Matthews.” As she looked at him, she couldn’t help but fall under the spell of his charismatic charm. He seemed to be the type of person who always had a smile on his face. And it was such a cute smile, thought Mary.

“Nice to meet you, Chase. I’m Mary Anderson.” Shaking his hand and smiling back at him, her embarrassment dissolved into the depths of his chocolate brown eyes.

“Well, it’s very nice to meet you as well, Mary. How’s about I walk you to your cabin?”

“That would be great.”

As they started to stand up though, she caught sight of two girls, one of which was glaring at them. Judging by the expression on Chase’s face, Mary could tell it was about to be her turn to save him.

Chase followed her gaze and then looked back at her as if judging her reaction.

“Friends of yours?” she asked as she saw the girl who had glared at them walking away as her friend stared at her retreating back. The girl’s friend turned and smiled meekly at Chase, gave him a small wave and followed after her.

“You could say that,” he responded vaguely. Looking at Mary, his smile warmed considerably replacing the seemingly awkward expression. “The girl who just waved is Cara Snyder and she was one of my ex-girlfriend’s best friends.”

Mary nodded immediately understanding. It was clear the girl who had glared at them was Chase’s ex-girlfriend and Cara was bound by friendship to support her. The severing of the relationship must not have ended on good terms.

“And did you notice that Cara has a red gift bag just like yours?”

“What are the odds?” asked Mary rhetorically.

Chase laughed. “I guess you’re just lucky. I’m lucky too though.”

“Why is that?”

“Well, why don’t you guess what color bag Scott has?”

“I don’t know,” replied Mary playing along. “What color is your bag supposed to be?” She looked over at his royal blue gift bag sitting on top of his dark leather luggage. “Indigo?”

Chase just smiled at her, stood up and starting picking up her pink canvas luggage.

“Hey, you don’t have to walk me to my cabin. I can make it on my own.”

“No, no. A promise is a promise,” he said as he stashed his own luggage off to the side planning to come back later for it after dropping her off.

“Are you sure?” she asked putting a restraining hand on his chest. Wow, thought Mary, she was certainly in an oddly bold mood today. Releasing her hand at the sight of his raised eyebrows and the humor that colored his face, she continued, “I don’t want you to have to run into Cara again or your ex, for that matter, if you don’t have to.”

Wondering if Scott was Mary’s ex-boyfriend, Chase thought about it and, looking into her beautiful blue and apprehensive eyes, decided to hold that question. Instead he said, “Mary, there is nothing I would rather do than to escort you to your cabin. I was raised a gentleman and I am your hero after all.”

“I believe I said life saver.”

Ignoring her, he continued, “Don’t worry about it, Mary. Really. Cara is a cool girl and I just know she will come to like you just as much as I already do.”

Mary found herself melting under his charm once again as he smiled innocently. Meanwhile she imagined rooming with a girl who might already have a negative impression of her before they had even met. Oh, how boy-girl relationships could cause so much drama.

As they walked along the main path, Mary couldn’t help but be amazed by how beautiful the island was and she had just barely begun to see it. To the left was the ocean and to her right were the cabins in bright colors with coordinating flowers bordering their porches. Every so often, they would pass a fountain or sitting area. It was so peaceful.

When at last they arrived at a pale pink cabin with a red door and red shuttered windows, Mary opened the gate to the white picket fence as Chase brought her luggage up the small path to the cabin. She hung back a little taking it all in.

In front of the cabin was an array of beautiful flowers in shades of pink, magenta and red. The wonderful scent of the roses stood out among the rest. The flower border skirted the adorable covered porch on either side of the stairs which ran up the middle of the porch leading to the cabin’s front door on which hung a lime green sign with bold red writing punctuating the saying, “Home Sweet Home.” Flower boxes with more blooms extended from the windows of the cabin on either side of the door. A total of six bright red rocking chairs flanked the porch, three on each side, with small lime green tables between them.

Remembering Chase, she looked over and saw that he had been watching her reaction. “All the cabins are set up the same way just in different color schemes,” he explained.

“Wow, it’s all so adorable,” she replied.

He nodded as she joined him on the porch. “Well, do you think you can handle it from here?”

“Oh, yeah. Thanks so much.”

“No, thank you and I’m sorry.”

“For what?” she asked confused.

Gently he brushed her long brown hair from her face and put his hands on either side of her face as he explained, “I hope she isn’t too mad at you.” And then he leaned in and gave her a tender kiss on the lips.

As he released her face, Mary swayed backwards slightly, a little unsteady in her surprise.

“No,” Chase said. “Actually, I’m not sorry. Not sorry at all.” He kissed the top of her head, winked and in parting said, “It was so great meeting you. See you around.”

Prologue

“Do you really think she’s ready for this, Frank?” Kate’s pensive blue eyes searched her ex-husband’s face for any sign of hesitation. “After all she’s been through this past year?”

Frank held firm to his resolve but felt it necessary to be especially gentle in presenting his reasons to Kate. He knew she might never really understand what it feels like to have a psychic gift. Of course she had as much exposure as anyone could who was interested in the paranormal without possessing psychic abilities herself but, even so, the difference was like looking into a pair of foggy glasses which allow her to see shapes and outlines but not distinct definition… Not the innermost consumption of one’s mind, not the utter susceptibility of being dragged down and losing oneself, not the loneliness stemming from the loss of connection with the real world- with real people who did not believe what they could not see and therefore did not believe those with the inner eye. No, Kate didn’t know what it really meant to be an outcast harboring conflicting emotions about abilities that came as naturally as breathing.

He wanted to tell her to trust him but he knew she could not. It was not a matter of willingness. It was a fact. Frank could not be trusted. His past was full of his recklessness and the present could not erase the stamp his past had so vividly and so negatively marked. But this, right now, was his chance. A chance to help their daughter- to give her an opportunity he was never given. Truthfully, one he had never deserved but she sweet, innocent Mary, drowning inside her mind so much so that she had no rational recollection of the past year’s events. Yes, yes, she deserved this. A chance to reconnect with her mind, to re-discover her true talent, to remember the great love she had developed for a young man- in short, to reclaim her life.

There was, of course, murky and unpleasant territory that she would re-live if her memory did return but he knew without a doubt that it would be the path she would choose for herself if she were able to. For the dreams would chase her and terrify her and, given her enormous talent, she needed to be able to decipher what was real to her and what was real to spirits communicating with her. If she wasn’t able to tell the difference, she would most certainly drown in that murky water of her mind, barely able to surface- just as he had done with alcoholism.

Mary needed to know the truth and she needed to find it on her own. This was a lesson he had learned the hard way. If she was told about what had happened, she would be detached from it- as if it was a story she was hearing from a spirit, someone else’s story. It wouldn’t really belong to her and it was so important that her mind was her own.

Surely discovering her own history could not be as traumatic as it was when she was experiencing it the first time around. Could it? And certainly the rewards of friendship, romance and true love, not to mention possessing herself and her own life, would be worth any negative complications. Yes, he had to believe it would although he himself did not know entirely what all had transpired and the mystery of what had happened could be explosive. Remembering could put her back into a path of danger but not knowing could prove equally dangerous.

Frank turned to Kate and with a beseeching look answered, “Yes, yes, it’s time. She has not remembered on her own like the doctors had hoped. This is the time to bring our Mary back. Lucinda will be there guiding her. And all of her friends will be there as well, and especially Betsy.”

“It would be cruel to let her live a life she is not destined for. I fought my destiny too long until it over-powered me. Let’s not let that happen to our daughter. Let’s be an integral part of her destined journey.”